Recurring Dream

This morning I had another version of a dream that I've had several times.

We were living in our house in Woodbine and Kacie had died but we had another daughter that looked exactly like her with her voice. In this dream our other daughter looked around 10 years old and was rebellious. Every time she got around me she gave off a foul odor that only I could detect. She was insistant about joining her friends at a teen center but I stood my ground and told Beebs that I didn't want her to go and lose her life like Kacie.

antiques and "fine" dining for kacie

Hope everyone had a good day yesterday. I met up with Larissa and Vince in Old Ellicott City. Our first stop was Bean Hollow to get some coffee. It was a beautiful day out and the streets were packed with people. Then we explored all the little antique shops.

After that we drove over to Double T Diner- right near Mimi's old house on Rolling Rd and 40. It was delicious. I got the "Happy Waitress." Vince joked that it sounded like an item you would order from a Chinese restaurant. It is a grilled cheese sandwich with tomato and bacon. It was delicious. I also got the cream of crab soup. Larissa got "disco fries" which are french fries with cheese and gravy on them haha and last but not least Vince got a "Chicken Steak" which he had never had before but wanted to find out if it was chicken... or steak? It ended up being dark meat chicken. All in all it was a VERY filling dinner!

We shared different memories and stories... it was a really nice day. Kacie would have loved it.

The only thing I regret is I forgot to take pictures to send to everyone. Sorry! Hope to see any pics anyone else took of anything special they did.

Thinking of her

This is one of the hardest days of the year to get through. Four years doesn't make it any easier.

Gary and Nancy, I am thinking of you and I hope you can do something special in Kacie's memory today.



Love,
Jeff

Thinking Of Kacie 3/11/12 At Sunrise

daffodils & ziggy

Daffodils are blooming in Baltimore. Ziggy is getting bigger. Hope everyone does something special this weekend in honor of Kacie. I know Larissa and I will be doing something together on sunday in Old Ellicott City/Catonsville. Will post pics soon. Anyone else have plans?

DREAM 3/8

I don't remember a whole lot... but I remember I was at a noisy bar. Kacie came in. She looked beautiful and bright. She came up to me and gave me a hug. She said it was so nice to see me and that it had been such a long time since we had seen each other. In the dream I felt like I didn't know her as well. It made me kind of sad.

Rock Climbing Dream

I just had this dream a couple of hours ago.

Kacie and I were rock climbing and when we got to the peak of the mountain, Kacie wanted to be lowered over the side of a cliff. I had my fishing rod with 60 pound test steel line and tied it to Kacie's waist. She had no fear at all and jumped off the cliff and I gradually lowered her 300 feet to the ground.