In Kacie's memory, I haven't had a drink of any type of alcoholic beverage in about six months. As I said before, alcohol contributed to Kacie's death and if I had known that she had had a problem I would have helped her to quit cold turkey and never drink again. I'm just doing what I would have wanted of her.
In the last couple of months, I keep having the same old dream. I'm with friends and someone gives me a beer or a glass of wine and I take a sip but suddenly realize that I made a promise to myself and Kacie. I get a terrible nausiated feeling in my stomach and feelings of guilt that cause me to wake up.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment