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Well Kacie has taught me a lesson on art today. I have been looking at things and memories of Kacie and some of them I don't know where they came from or what the story is behind them. For example, she had some images up on the computer, some of you may have saw them before. The one in particular that I did not know the story behind where it came from was the image you are seeing above, this goofy life of constant mourning. Kacie loved art and poetry and music... was always collecting images and knick knacks. I googled the saying "this goofy life of constant mourning" i thought it was ironic she had this. I found out that the artist of this image's name is Jim Dine... and well apparently hes pretty famous. This particular piece is the cover of a book he did with artwork and a poem that weaves through the whole book of art. I am going to find it at a book store and check it out. I have to say I was pretty embarassed that after my whole 4 years of art school I did not know this artist's name. After I saw some of his other paintings I did recognize his work. In fact he was quite famous for artwork with hearts... lots of pop art. But ALL Hearts... I found this also kind of cool because hearts has been a strong symbol we referenced a lot in our friendship. We always called each other "lover" it was just a little word in our language together... her other friends shared this as well with her. we also would always call each other "true lover" or "true homies" "true thugs" these were all little sarcastic nicknames we had for each other. Kacie and I also had a ongoing inside joke for years that because we spent so much time together that people probably thought we were lesbians. When we went to ocean city together we stayed at the dunes manor hotel in febuary the only people there were old people i mean ancient. then there was me and kacie young, we had kind of a more "artsy" look... and got quite a few dirty looks from some of the other patrons at the hotel. We stayed together for a weekend, dined together at the nice resturaunt below and treated ourself to wine and a fancy dinner among all the geriatrics... we thought it was a riot that these old people probably thought we were crazy lesbians. We called our experience at the hotel the "lesbian seagull package" It was awesume. So the heart that we drew in the sand was not only about the famous symbol for being best friends but it also was partly a joke poking fun at our fake "relationship" that weekend. Years after that trip to OC we still would joke about it. Many times we joked that we should get a tattoo of a heart with out two initials in it. We spent many bored evenings trying to draw the design... they were all horrible. We would wake the next morning look at what we drew and were like.... ummm what were we thinking? In honor of Kacie and these memories I did get a small heart tattoo of her and I's first initial in it. It is a silly tattoo but Kacie would have liked it.